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Asshat Extrodinare

> Well...since phone calls and IM's seem to be getting ignored
> I'll try this route. It's becomming blatently obvious you don't
> want anything more to do with me...so what I need to know is
> when I can stop by to get a few more things. Clarinet, camera,
> MP3 player and possibly a few odds and ends clothes. Saturday
> morning would be excellent so please write back and let me know.
> I've got Monday off so if not then the next soonest time I
> could be by is Wednesday morning.
>
> Thanks,
> Amanda
>


Actually, Amanda, it's more like -everything- more to do with you.
Don't you forget it now. What the heck is stopping you from just
coming
over and getting - stuff? The door is open. Give me a heads up if you
want to. Could you wait till after Sat though, I'm going to be busy
this morning. Thanks Amanda. :D Jesse


After THAT little exchange what the fuck do you think is stopping me??? I don't really want to walk in on you and whoeverthefuck you're screwing now when all I'm trying to do is pick of some of my shit and get the fuck out of your life. I'm not going to be one of your other ex's who are constantly begging for you and want you back all the time. No...I'm through with you. I don't CARE who you screw...I just really don't need to be a part of it anymore. So no, I'm not going to just stop in. I'm going to call. And if you don't answer I'm not going over there. Once we get the storage unit cleaned out I'll take a day and get it all out. Then you'll never have to see, hear or talk to me again. It's what YOU wanted. You have proven it with your actions. It still hurts to think about you. It still hurts to think about you with other people. It hurts to not have someone to talk to anymore. To not be myself around people. To be fake all the time. But it hurts more to watch you slowly kill yourself and lie to me. I'd rather not be who I am than be with you. That's all.

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godofthegeeks
Mar. 19th, 2005 09:41 am (UTC)
Just dropping you a comment as it's 3 AM and you're in the same time zone. Are you getting any of this snow that was supposed to be covering the state?

(I've been just randomly reading LJ bios, yours said to post.)

Erm.. sorry to hear your ex sucks.
theater_chica
Mar. 19th, 2005 09:49 am (UTC)
We're getting a little bit...I haven't been outside lately cause I'm at work but it was snowing when I came in. Hopefully we'll be able to avoid the foot that they were threatening us with yesterday.

And thanks for posting...mind if I put you on my friends list?
godofthegeeks
Mar. 19th, 2005 10:04 am (UTC)
Cool by me. I'll have to do the same however.

We don't have any snow down here either. A bit of drizzle, but not much else.

Umm.. are you working third shift? That's gotta be rough. I haven't worked a third in a few years now.
spleckaann
Mar. 19th, 2005 07:47 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry men are pricks....:(
(Anonymous)
Mar. 20th, 2005 07:03 am (UTC)
hey now, not all men. but this one does an excellent job of defining the word. sorry you have to deal with it.
theater_chica
Mar. 20th, 2005 01:12 pm (UTC)
Well for whoever you are...it's okay. He's really not as bad as it seems here. It's just I have a really low tollerance.
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