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Everywhere I look there's a fucking wedding being shoved in my face. I don't even want to get married...I don't think. But I've been thinking for the last few months *three or four* that marriage really would be an awesome thing. It's strange with Jesse. We keep talking about how moving into the new house by ourselves wouldn't be that strange, and that whatever we say to each other won't scare the other one. I don't know...I'm just freaking out because I've never felt this way...

And now Brian wants to go kill himself. Fine whatever. I can't play mommy and if he can't deal with that there's nothing I can do about it.

Fuck the world...life is stupid. I guess right now I need to enjoy Jesse all that I can and just put the other things out of my mind. What we have is amazing and I'm not going to throw it away for anyone.

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jenday
Apr. 11th, 2003 09:26 am (UTC)
I am right there with ya on the whole fuck the world thing.
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