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Horible Person...

*sigh*

I'm so torn right now. I've never doubted myself. I've never cared enough to doubt...and now I find myself doubting. But I can't let myself believe. I want to just break down and say everything I feel, but I know he already knows...so what's the point? Right? I'm glad he let me know, but at the same time I can't let myself believe him. I still love him, I will always love him, and I can't let him love me. It hurts too much.

Fuck this whole thing. Men suck...never want to see another one again.

In other news...Dave wants me to move to Mt. Morris with him. Wants me back *shocker* and yadda yadda yadda. Listen people...I'm sick of being the one everyone comes back to. For once, just once, can't someone see me and want to be with me without having to date a psycho or me breaking up with them to realize it? Guess not...fuck dating, fuck relationships, I've had it I'm through.

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mylifebitesass
Jun. 17th, 2003 02:39 am (UTC)
//Fuck this whole thing. Men suck...never want to see another one again.//

I'm soooo with you on this one.

And I think you should say how you feel. Even if you think he already knows. It's good to say those things, and it's good for him to hear them, too.
theater_chica
Jun. 17th, 2003 08:37 am (UTC)
*heads off to Madison to have a "fuck men" party* Here here!!!
jesssmiles2042
Jun. 17th, 2003 11:37 am (UTC)
Yes, men do. ~HUGZ~

Jess
coyote79
Jun. 17th, 2003 03:18 pm (UTC)
I never wanted to break up with you or stop dating you or stop being with you ever...maybe I'm the psycho, but maybe I'm just special like that...

but it remains that I still feel the same...

but I guess if you're done with all of humanity, that all doesn't really matter, does it?

I hope life goes well for you where ever it takes you. I know that sounds sappy, but thats because I am sappy. I feel in love and dispite all teh evidence to the contrary, I still am. And dispite all I've learned from you, I will love again I'm sure, and it might even be someone that isn't you. Am I that wrong to be sad that it won't be you?
(Anonymous)
Jun. 17th, 2003 05:23 pm (UTC)
Oh to be 15 again, then I can say things like that!
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