I deserve someone twenty times better than you. I deserve someone who respects their body, who does not overindulge in things that are not good for them. I deserve someone who loves me for the person I am and not for my looks. I need someone who shows love and concern towards me and my emotions. I want someone who attempts to console me when I am not in the best of spirits instead of running away to go screw someone who is nearly 20 years older. I want someone who will treat me well...who will surprise me with small things that brighten me day. I want someone who is handsome, and who knows how to dress well and how to impress others.
You do not meet any of these requirments. You do not give me the emotional stability I need in my life right now. I do not need to spend my morning crying into my bedspread because you are spending they day with a woman who doesn't even WANT you. I don't need to cry because I can't sastisfy you. You need to tell me to get lost. You need to tell me how you actually feel instead of leading me on so you have a vagina to fall back on if things get dry. Fuck you. I don't need your shit. And you are a worthless piece of shit.
Your former love,
Amanda
