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Reach for the lasers with Antic's Sims-ulator!


I thought thethinwhtduke might like that since she's addicted to the sims and all :)

In other news...

I went to Madison on Saturday morning with Jesse. His sister's birthday was late last month so we had to take her this junkie computer that Jesse had made so she could at least get online and do schoolwork and shit like that. Yes folks, there are still people in this world without a home computer. Anyhow, we got down there around one, I was starving and of course Jesse being weird is totally against going to get any food. So Anna and I ended up driving half way to the Willie Street Co-Op where we downed a shot of Wheat Grass Juice each and I bought a burito to heat up on the way home. It just reminds me of one more reason I'd like to live in a city. If I had access to nice tasting healthy food I think I might actually eat that way. It's just everything that you find up here that's half way good for you is so expensive and over done. I don't want to eat sprouts...I want to eat things like...well..organic buritos.

Anyhow...after our walk we went to pick up Anna's friend Jen from work. I can't stand Jen. I think she acts like a spoiled little brat and a three year old. But I didn't have to deal with her for too long. Just long enough for her and Anna to argue about whether they were going to go for a walk or a bike ride. Brian came over so Jesse and him could put the new fender back on his car. That was...erm...interesting. I called a_gothic_beauty but I assume Brett and her had something planned because she didn't call back to my knowledge. So, since I had worked all night and was up all day I crashed at about seven...like normal for a Saturday night. I woke up to Anna and Jesse smoking *smells like a fucking skunk* so I went into Sam's room and shut the door. Jesse came in about a half hour later and we slept. Yay for sleep!! Woke up about eight and got out of there about nine. Home by noon. Breakfast at the bagel shop and lunch at Culver's. Woo hoo.

Today sucked royal ass. Jesse just about killed me *I'm not kidding* because he got pissed at me on the way to Rhinelander and slammed on the brakes skidding all over the fucking road. On the way to get new tags for the car I might add because he's a dumbass and let them run out. *They were due to be renewed in December...HELLO* So I've been driving around with expired tags and didn't even realize it untill Sunday. And he doen't have a liscense, has a warrant out...AND has shit you just shouldn't be driving with in the car on the way home from Madison. All I can say is MORON. I have no clue where we're going but I've spent the majority of my waking hours for the last few weeks crying because of his shit. The stress is waring me out and I just can't take the feelings of inadiqucy *can't spell for shit* anymore. Today he had the nerve to say the reason he's seeing Char all the time is because she "polishes his knob the right way." Well I'm sorry...but after being told I'm a "cold fish" and "lousy in bed" by former people he's lucky he gets any at all. Of course HE says I'm great in bed and he just can't understand why I won't do all this shit he wants me too...well MAYBE it's because I"m insecure as fuck and really don't want to be near a bed in the first place. I sleep on the couch for god's sake. That's how much I don't want to think about me being naked with anyone. And it doesn't help to hear about how I'm not giving him what he needs and all these other people do and blah blah blah blah blah.

So where was I? Oh yeah...so we got the tags for the car. On the ride home he starts talking about how him and Brian and Sarah *Brian's girlfriend* were talking about me when he went over there while we were in Madison and I was sleeping. Apparently he wants to pawn me off on Brian so he can go do Sarah. And I have a nice rack. He THEN wanted me to feel good about these comments. "Well honey, they think you have a nice chest...doesn't that make you feel better?" NO...it does not make me feel better. But thanks for the input. I'll remember the next time your dick comes up in conversation.

In other weird happenings...I had a quirky dream the other night. I drempt that I was at my Grandma's apartment building, but I was in a computer/laundry room that doesn't really exsist. Anyhow...I was trying to get their online stuff to work and yadda yadda yadda...but for some reason I was naked. This one old lady popped her head in and asked for some help with something. I was happy to help her but when I got right near her she grabbed my nipple and started leading me around by it. I tryed to get away but I couldn't and all these old people started laughing at me. So yeah...big boost of naked confidence there. Even if it was a dream I just about woke up in tears. Oh well...as Bruce Almighty would say...that's the way the cookie crumbles.

And I think I'm done now...I really can't think of anything else that I want to write. I'm sure I will later but as for now I think that's all folks.

Oh...I would just like to state here how much I HATE the Lord of the Rings and the Titanic and Star Wars. Thank you.

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mylifebitesass
Mar. 2nd, 2004 02:02 am (UTC)
I'm confused. Someone else is polishing your boyfriend's knob? Or was that a joke?

And why don't you want to sleep in bed with him? I thought you lived together.

He wants to 'pawn you off'?

I must have missed something.
theater_chica
Mar. 3rd, 2004 05:33 am (UTC)
My boyfriend WANTS someone else to polish his knob, and the only reason she isn't doing it is because he won't spend the night at her house. At least that's what I'm told...who knows what the REAL story is???

And he's getting to be repulsive. Yes, we live together. Doesn't mean I have to like it or like the fact that all he talks about is sleeping with other people. He's an ass.

And another thing he constantly talks about is finding me someone else. I think it's to get rid of his guilty feelings. If I want someone else he doesn't need to feel bad about wanting someone else...or something like that maybe.
mylifebitesass
Mar. 3rd, 2004 10:37 pm (UTC)
Wow. That's fucked. I'm sorry. :(

Are you making enough at your job so that you could get your own place (or get some loans)? I think you should ditch this asshole ASAP.
a_gothic_beauty
Mar. 2nd, 2004 06:11 am (UTC)
I tried to call but it said that your phone was off :( Maybe it was something fucked up with my phone? It has been having problems lately. I think jesse needs a square kick in the ass. Just my opinion. I do love the "i'll keep that in mind when your dick comes up in conversation" quip. Very clever.
timniehaus
Mar. 2nd, 2004 08:08 am (UTC)
I hate LOTR too...GRR. Fuck 'em.
coyote79
Mar. 2nd, 2004 11:56 am (UTC)
but you do have a nice rack...

;)

I was gonna think of something else witty to say here, but it fled my mind. just chuckle now like I had said something good.
theater_chica
Mar. 3rd, 2004 05:34 am (UTC)
*insert chuckle here*

and i'll try and come visit at work...that is if i remember when and where and all that jazz...all i've been doing is sleeping lately.
coyote79
Mar. 8th, 2004 10:18 am (UTC)
well, if you come to earily enough i'll be there until 11 pm tonight
thethinwhtduke
Mar. 3rd, 2004 10:11 am (UTC)
HAHA! and i *do* love this!

Hunger

Comfort

Hygiene

Energy

Fun

Social

Bladder

Room

Sex

Reach for the lasers with Antic's Sims-ulator!


i really wish there was something i could say, or do to make things better for you. just know that if you need to talk, try hitting me up. just cause it says i'm away, doesn't always mean i am :)

oh... and i'm going to use one of my many LotR icons, just for you :) (cause i can! LOL)
theater_chica
Mar. 3rd, 2004 12:05 pm (UTC)
Gee...thanks :| heheheheheh
thethinwhtduke
Mar. 3rd, 2004 10:14 am (UTC)
duh....
forgot to add... i *am* addicted to the Sims...... i went and bought it for my PS2, and actually got pissed when i found out that the Sims 2 isn't coming till this fall.

go me, and my addiction!
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