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Jan. 1st, 2005

Yet another New Year's Eve spent at work. I didn't even go over to the bar at midnight...I just stayed in the office and did paperwork read my book. I was really not in the mood to celebrate this year. It doesn't feel as though anything's changing and that really sort of bums me out. I've been thinking a lot about where I want to be going and while I'm taking steps to get there nothing's happening nearly as quickly as I'd like it to. But that is probably what a lot of people go through when they are trying to make major life changes. It's not that I want instant gratification, but I want to be able to work at a quicker pace. I don't want to wait until June to start school. 27 months after this June and I'll be able to be on my own and go anywhere I want pretty much. The thing that scares me is I'm not sure what I'd want once I got there. I guess that's too far to look ahead though...one baby step at a time right?

Anyhow...enough babbling. I've had a really crappy day so far and I'm going to go crawl back into bed and pretend it didn't happen.

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